i'm trash

yes.i was wrong...i know I shouldn't accusing anyone ,included you,my mom.
that's my choice for not having tuition and not willing to put any effort into it.yes,im lazy.im useless.
you're right.i think i would be the only child in this family who's failure get into University.
once you repeating the same thing,my tears drops down..it's just like this morning,i cried silently behind you in the car,you will never know how much it's hurts that you've stab into my heart with your words.your words just like a invisible powerful weapon,made me unable to fight back on the spot.
im speechless,wordless and quickly drove me into a corner. In other words I dare not speak because I felt very sad and had a sense of guilt...... Im sorry.My heart was aching,and I can tell them nothing.

Fine,invisible tears are the hardest to wipe away,so I just let it out....just let my tears flow and where they go,let my sorrows follow,don come back for me,don come back at all...........
what for im still staying in form six.it's so shameful enough being a upper sixers with all this dumb sucks attitude,yea........you will never be successful..

im trash .can you all burn me with a flaming fire or buried me into the soil?im totally lost my way.